Requiem of Gemini

Don't you hate it when you play an RPG, level for a few good hours total, feel so awesome because even your weaker characters actually start to kick some total ass too.. and then try to go on and beat the main boss of that part, who ends up kicking your ass like it was nothing to the point you have to run like a little coward and then it feels like all that time you just used up was a waste of nothing?

.. Yeah, I do too...



Sigh, *should probably do some more 'graphic clean-up', but actually wants to draw but it's too dark to do it* ;-;



EDIT: ... I never want to do that part again x_x

This internet is REALLY pissing me off now... It's like.. impossible to do anything with it going crazy. I would just really love to play EQ right now, or freaking finish Tactics being that there's only like 10% left to go... x_x

oh yeah, and this link makes me happy ^^;: http://disgaea.jp/2/index.html ... though, it's not the same unless they are gonna add Laharl to it too... or even Flonne and Mid-boss for that matter ><.


Speaking about games though, I really dig that battle music when fighting that Miror B dude or whatever in XD.. it's all... jiggy.. lmao...... Stupid Voltorb.. Stupid Houndour for accidently burning it and killing it ><. Oh well, supposibly I have another shot at getting it later.

I think one thing I really like about Pokemon XD, is for the fact you are actually very limited to what you can and can't have. Which mostly results into less leveling to do, and using pokemon you won't normally... use(seriously, how often does someone use a Spinrak for some of thier fights? O.o). Also I actually like the 2-on-2 stuff... it makes it feel more like an actual RPG sometimes XD. I think so far my best duo is my Jolteon and Houndour, I actually managed to take down one of the 'boss fights' just using those two, and didn't even really get scratched. Actually, my Carvanna ain't too bad either..

But yeah.. naturally I would be pissed off by the fact I can't get all of them, but yet I'm not. In fact I kinda like the Gamecube games more than the ones for GBA now O.o.

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This little message has JUST made my day:

"Disgaea Anime (2005-06-27 10:30:26)
Rondo Robe, a division of Geneon Entertainment Japan, announced at the 2005 Rondo Robe event that an anime based on the Disgaea PS2 game is in production. More details regarding the anime are expected to emerge at the summer Comiket. Thanks to Dennis R for this item. Source: MoonPhase [ discuss (17 posts) ]"



I've waited for this moment to happen.... *ish happy* ^_^. I can only hope that it doesn't completely ruin what little, and mostly cracked out, story Disgaea had to offer(on the other hand, it could also make it a whole lot better)




Also: I saw a trailer for this series. Or at least, I pretty damn sure that was what I saw(judging by what I'm pretty sure look like magazine or manga covers I've seen). But now I wish to learn more about it, because that trailer thing at Expo really got me interested. Though I'm pretty sure it's not as good as it looks, as most things are.



And now pointless quizzes:


Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics)
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You're the key to handcuffs. You set people free,
or maybe lock them up. You can be sought,
fought over, and valued. Be careful who you let
use you; you can be an instrument of justice or
injustice depending on your choice.


What sort of key are you and what do you unlock?
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interesting....

..... somebody murder my English teacher for me... please?

She is really pissing me off. I thought maybe this last 6 weeks may not be so bad, but they seem to be worse. Seriously.. I'm in a Digital Photo class, or what I'm enrolled in, NOT a pyscho drama/english class.. I really hate how she tries to keep everyone on the same page, literally. None of the other teachers do it, save for math to some extent(it's just really hard to get ahead but everyone is divided into thier own work, not a huge jumbled mess). If you're ONLY suppose to read you still have writing projects in that class, if your suppose to just write all day you still need a book report, AND if your doing both if your in a Digital Photo and not even ALLOWED to use a camra X.x;(WTH?!). I so felt like trying to take this complaint up to the office, but I'm sure somebody already has.. Seeing how actually everyone at that school would have to say that she's the least favorite teacher ever... Though the reason I'm complaining is because there's another person doing English-themed classes and it NOT like that at all... I'm gonna see if I can maybe switch to her, maybe just keep my art class, cause I'm getting to the point where I can't stand it and I just want out of there.. ><

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Here's a really interesting FMA twist for ya: Restored!Al and Envy.... working together..... fighting against Ed.... O.o (XD). Yeah, weird stuff has been popping out of the RP lately, or one of them lately, there's kinda a few being worked on now. Basically Ed got 'possesed' by some inner.. self.. thing... that's now suicidal appearenty O.o (XD). And it lead up to some really krazi events.. Such as the strangely coincidentally personality switch between Ed and Envy O.o. In short, the Inner!Ed kinda ditched Al(heck almost watched him get killed and not caring), and then Envy sorta umm.. adopted him XD. Fun and interesting stuff actually, lol. Quite fun indeed ^_^


I finally remembered a really funny Phantom Brave fancomic I wanted to make XD. The first day I played that game I couldn't resist and HAD to do something with a funny idea I though of.. ^^

Also I had an interesting random idea one day to make a Disgaea crossover comic. Was still working on the cast.. So far Cale was gonna be Laharl, Clefiea might have been Etna(wasn't really sure on that), and all of the monsters and classes were gonna be other of my characters.. I remember deciding a Flonne too, but I forget who ><.. But yeah.. kinda like a "Alice in Wonderland" sort of thing. Only... More like "Cale in Netherworld"... XP

Actually, I might even name it that XD!

I never did like sporting.. Especially when people get very obessive over it for absolutely no reason.. *coughsuperbowlcough*

Also I wish my mom would stop giving me horrid things.. First that DBZ shirt, now the Yugioh crap. Heck, she even wanted me to go see the movie of it once X.x;.. Sure, right after I hang myself maybe. At this point, I don't her to get me anything anime related. Unless I say before hand.. Seeing how she only thinks of anime being idiotic cards games or people just screaming at eachother.. sigh. Pretty much anything "anime" she'll get me assuming I'll like it.. probably one of the worse ways to insult someone. It's like giving someone a basketball for Chirstmas when they just like soccer because it's both sport related (ironic example, heh).. it doesn't work out.

Yanno, really looking back at my "dubbie years"... Pokemon really is stupid when you really think about it. Series wise, it was probably the most unthought of, when it came to an actual plot per say. Ah, I'm so glad I've finally gave up on Pokemon though.. Sure the games help boredom.. but it seems that it's way too more obessive on bells and whistles rather than an "actual meaning". I think remember hearing that they are working on a new generation(as well as running out of duo versions), Diamond and Pearl. That's right, another 100 things to find, question it's existance, and wonder why the npcs act as stupid as they do... Reminds me of anyother ongoing game with lots of features than you'll ever use and still major story issues.. *cougheqcough*. Blah, no more Pokemon, I give. I could go on ranting about it for hours.. Some of the plotholes in it are just comical though..

I'm working for Mark again, hurzah for having some cash flow once again =P!

Episode 13 was actually pretty good I thought. I forgot that was also the first one with Fury (I THINK that's the first one with him, I can't recall any others).. He sounded a little odd, but meh. I think out of the recent dubs, I didn't like Fletcher at all. Didn't have much emotion at all >_<;.

I dunno, I still really dislike the dub.. Dispite the fact that actually I hear that Japan is being guidelines of what should be done and what shouldn't. Basically, ruling the dubbers with an iron fist XD, which is awesome because I've never seen something like that. Good to know that Japan is actually protecting it somewhat. But I still think that certain things really could have been better.. I guess they know what they are doing.



And in very random news... Laharl lost the grudge match ;_;.. Damn you Laharl haters...

Blah, I forget what I was gonna say, heh.

Played some more Disgaea, on 6 now. Sadness though, I still been able to breeze by without much problem. Still haven't made any clerics or mages/skulls yet either XP. Thus making it more amazing.

Getting very curious about Christmas though. Even though I'm sure that I'm not gonna be getting anything "worthwhile". But meh, it's the thought that counts I guess.. I'm actually more anxious about my Gaia gifts than my IRL ones XD.

Also, I think I found the site where I was getting the OSTs from... but they changed their layout and erased all the files they had >_<. So much for getting the stuff I wanted again from there.

And now I'm just bored... Feelin' like doing another CT today...

Can't believe I beat the first ep last night with using only about 7 people XP. No clerics yet, no mages. Just 2 warriors, the Prinnies, a ghost(who did absolutely nothing), and Etna and Laharl... Which was odd because I remember the first time I did that fight I used to get my ass kicked alot (but I didn't know about the ending you get since I would just reset it when it got bad). But again, I have a much better sense of what to do and what not to do now. Having a small group though adds a good advantage though. Unlike my older game when I was trying to create one of everything, heh.

So yeah, expect my obession in that to regrow back termendiously.. Old game obessions are kinda fun though. Get those alot in FFT. Another very fun game to replay over and over.


Blah, stinky parties... I hate Christmas parties... Or anything that requires many people to be over... grr..

Aha, I'm starting to love this Disgaea OST now for some reason XD. It's making me want to replay the game so much now... Which I'll probably won't have the time till Sunday, grr..

And Julie killed my printer >_>... Evil ink-killer she be. Dammit, why can't she hook up her own scanner/printer? We have atleast 2 or each laying around somewhere -_-*..

Today was anothing meeting thing related to my constant breakdowns. Which mostly focused on stuff I knew and didn't help. And also was another time to "preach" that medcine will make you better, happy, and solve all problems.. -_-.. For the last freakin' time, I DON'T WANT ANY! It's pissing me off. That won't solve anything but waste money to hide something you need to fix on your own. Besides, I don't believe in chemical imbalances and all that crap they keep talking about. And I call myself athiest, heh. Well, 80% athiest. I just don't believe in gods and ordered religions.

Grr... So much hate right now... Hate for alot of things. Lots of misunderstandings that people get from me.. I just can't put it in terms without going on a different level.



Bah, I don't just feel wanted anywhere now.. Where's this love thing I keep hearing about? Certainly don't feel it that's for sure. And maybe it really was just never there. Just some stupid thing people use as a excuse to make you do things for them.. *starts slipping back to Laharl mode*

I've waited so long for this day.. when I can gain gold on Gaia like a normal person ^_^. Demon Horns here I come! =P

Sigh, ep 2 airs today =/. Probably gonna tape it like what I did with the first one. I dunno. I still hate the dub. But on the other hand I really like it o.o;. It could have been worse.. I suppose Vic is growing on me. I mean, he's a rather kewl guy (from that inview/con panel I saw). But meh, it could just be my inner dubbie calling out again.. I need to kill that thing someday XP. Oh well, we'll see what will happen eventually. The popularity of series though is starting to scare me.. A little.. Only a matter of time till n00bs butcher it.. And I don't mean the Barry kind, but close enough >_>

Also in other bizzare news. New Nippion Ichi game in the making o.o.. Phantom Kingdom. I'm not sure if I like it that much right now though.. Looks too... blah. Sounds like they are now mixing PB and Disgaea together. According to the pics I'm seen, mages and warriors (male and female) from Disgaea are back(No sign of the Skulls yet). They look a little different though. No info of anything from PB yet. And of course Prinnies are in it. Because they have appearently became a Nippion Ichi trademark. Like Moogles and Chocobos in Final Fantasy, you just can't get rid of them XP.

Also I found a new fma scroll I want XP.. I'm almost willing to give my current one to somebody, if they want it anyways. I'm sure I can find a good home for it, heh. Also my gift senses are telling me that I will be getting the State Alchemist watch for Chirstmas o.o. Mwahaha, I kinda hope so, if my cosplay thing is gonna work out as well as I plan it will be awesomeish =P

And yes, new avatar, fear it.