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Looking for that light again
Glad to get more of that out of my system I suppose.. Again, I was having a crappy day as it was.. And things were just making it worse for me. I'm trying, really. But it's just that I don't feel like I'm getting the chance. I need a high place to start from if I want to fly. There's been some good news lately though about that actually. Which I might talk about later.
Today was appearently the start of the great seagull wars. I'm starting to really hate those buzzards. I swear though, there had to be over a thousand of them. The whole sky was covered. And right after that we had to go to the field. Sure enough, there was probably another 2-3 hundred seagulls laying around taking up a third of the field, that's right, a huge flock of them. And then some idiot had to run over there and spook them out -_-*... Baka at it's finest. Nothin' like having hundreds of seagulls flying straight at you. Each one a possible bomber. Of course the likelyhood of one actually getting you is like 1/a million. Still, it's not the best thing to be right under a hundred of them.
I've also realised I dislike this coke. It's too bitter tasting. Or I'm just really used to sweeter sodas/soft drinks now.
Got 2 more OSTs: Disgaea and Xenogears (which at first I thought it was Xenosaga, but it's just as good.. Xenogears has some awesome music in it too). So I need to burn those now. Which I might do today. Actually I'm quite surpised in the Disgaea one. There was quite a few I really liked. Alot I already knew from playing. But probably about 15% I didn't recall hearing. Or my mind is just going. Then again most were just vocals and were than likely endings I just never gotten (since I'm missing about 3 of them). One of them reminds me of something from Nightmare Before Chirstmas, *imagines a Disgaea spin-off of that(or the Grinch)* XD. Gah, I want to play that game again now.. Probably new file. Since I realised I made some stupid mistakes in the beginning and would take a long time to fix. But that's true with almost any game you haven't played before and wasn't sure of what was good to do and not. I didn't learn the godliness of transmirgating characters was until it was sorta too late >.<.
Today was appearently the start of the great seagull wars. I'm starting to really hate those buzzards. I swear though, there had to be over a thousand of them. The whole sky was covered. And right after that we had to go to the field. Sure enough, there was probably another 2-3 hundred seagulls laying around taking up a third of the field, that's right, a huge flock of them. And then some idiot had to run over there and spook them out -_-*... Baka at it's finest. Nothin' like having hundreds of seagulls flying straight at you. Each one a possible bomber. Of course the likelyhood of one actually getting you is like 1/a million. Still, it's not the best thing to be right under a hundred of them.
I've also realised I dislike this coke. It's too bitter tasting. Or I'm just really used to sweeter sodas/soft drinks now.
Got 2 more OSTs: Disgaea and Xenogears (which at first I thought it was Xenosaga, but it's just as good.. Xenogears has some awesome music in it too). So I need to burn those now. Which I might do today. Actually I'm quite surpised in the Disgaea one. There was quite a few I really liked. Alot I already knew from playing. But probably about 15% I didn't recall hearing. Or my mind is just going. Then again most were just vocals and were than likely endings I just never gotten (since I'm missing about 3 of them). One of them reminds me of something from Nightmare Before Chirstmas, *imagines a Disgaea spin-off of that(or the Grinch)* XD. Gah, I want to play that game again now.. Probably new file. Since I realised I made some stupid mistakes in the beginning and would take a long time to fix. But that's true with almost any game you haven't played before and wasn't sure of what was good to do and not. I didn't learn the godliness of transmirgating characters was until it was sorta too late >.<.
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Tony had to smack me around quite a bit too.. but its the only way I ever really woke up.
**points to the head** It's all up here.. the mentality. In the end, we're all just gonna die anyway.. so there's no point in taking things so seriously. Try things out, experiment.. do things different. It can be your biggest adventure.. kind of what Jack Skelliengton says.. 'Well what the heck, I gave it my best.. and atleast I gave them a few stories to tell'
Yeah.... and.. don't let mom push your buttons too much.. she tends to get in my hair a bit too.. hasn't yet realised that I don't need her circling above me like a vulture.. -sigh- ..
Hang in there kid.. life is worth living.