"Take this and be happy!"

Aha, I'm starting to love this Disgaea OST now for some reason XD. It's making me want to replay the game so much now... Which I'll probably won't have the time till Sunday, grr..

And Julie killed my printer >_>... Evil ink-killer she be. Dammit, why can't she hook up her own scanner/printer? We have atleast 2 or each laying around somewhere -_-*..

Today was anothing meeting thing related to my constant breakdowns. Which mostly focused on stuff I knew and didn't help. And also was another time to "preach" that medcine will make you better, happy, and solve all problems.. -_-.. For the last freakin' time, I DON'T WANT ANY! It's pissing me off. That won't solve anything but waste money to hide something you need to fix on your own. Besides, I don't believe in chemical imbalances and all that crap they keep talking about. And I call myself athiest, heh. Well, 80% athiest. I just don't believe in gods and ordered religions.

Grr... So much hate right now... Hate for alot of things. Lots of misunderstandings that people get from me.. I just can't put it in terms without going on a different level.



Bah, I don't just feel wanted anywhere now.. Where's this love thing I keep hearing about? Certainly don't feel it that's for sure. And maybe it really was just never there. Just some stupid thing people use as a excuse to make you do things for them.. *starts slipping back to Laharl mode*