Get me out of this nuthouse... please..

I'm getting very sick of my school again. I can only dream of the day I can finally live that nuthouse (not pun intended if I was going to the other school, heh). Once again it seems like everyone and their dead grandmother is against me -_-. I should get more say in what I want to do. Especially when I was the first one to request it. Like the whole damn therapy thing. I went there out of curiousity. Now I'm practically being forced. Isn't there some type of law saying I can't go see a doctor if I don't consent it? And now people aren't letting me go to home school due to "lack of social skills". Bull crap I say. Not my fault everyone IRL treats me like shit in some way.

I'm just sick of it all. Sick of undependant people. Sick of being accused of lying. Sick of not being trusted. Sick of having to wait till break(if I was to even do home school). Sick of being the youngest. Sick of my mom. Sick of my other relatives. Sick of being always assumed to have low social skills. Sick of being critized in every single way. Sick of everyone at school. Sick of not finding somebody I can even trust. Sick of disappointment. Sick of being blamed. Sick of therapy. Sick of everything.



Oh yeah.. In other news I finally gots my stuff. The FMA scroll and the awesome chibi-fied Saiyuki poster XP. There goes all my spending money.. sigh.