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Stupid tree
Oct. 24th, 2004 07:19 pmI hate it when my mom mutates my ideas.. she did it again -_-. Had this awesome idea to make a coke tree (X-Mas tree with Coca Cola themed objects) but she got me a green tree when I prefectly mentioned that a white one would be better. So the whole day we been fighting over that. However now Julie has takened my side, so we outnumbered her, yey for people on my side ^_^ (which sadly, only happens once every 2863 years).
Saw a little bit of Read or Die last night. Quite an insane show. I wish I could do weird things to paper too XP.. Such awesomeness that would be, lmao.
For some reason I felt the loneist that I have ever been... Not really sure why now. Not like today was much different than others. I've been alone almost all my life, gotten practically immuned to it. I guess I blame all the things that I been feeling lately (lately = the last 2 months). My heart and mind have been in major conflict these last few months. Over what I shoud do, say, etc. One side wants me to protest and conplain until things get resolved, the other wants to stay low and ignore all that has happened. To the point where I really don't know myself anymore. One minute I could be 'adverage' self, the next I could be pissed off at something for no reason, then I feel so hurt that I want to kill myself. And then the cycle repeats itself.
Saw a little bit of Read or Die last night. Quite an insane show. I wish I could do weird things to paper too XP.. Such awesomeness that would be, lmao.
For some reason I felt the loneist that I have ever been... Not really sure why now. Not like today was much different than others. I've been alone almost all my life, gotten practically immuned to it. I guess I blame all the things that I been feeling lately (lately = the last 2 months). My heart and mind have been in major conflict these last few months. Over what I shoud do, say, etc. One side wants me to protest and conplain until things get resolved, the other wants to stay low and ignore all that has happened. To the point where I really don't know myself anymore. One minute I could be 'adverage' self, the next I could be pissed off at something for no reason, then I feel so hurt that I want to kill myself. And then the cycle repeats itself.
