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Curse you rare stuff... CURSE YOU!!
Oct. 11th, 2004 10:04 pmIndeed, a new avatar. Which had a pain in the ass story trying to get. In short, my players went screwy in the sense that I couldn't snap screenshots. Tried updating and reinstalling everything, nothing was working. One hour later, I snooped around and got bsplayer, which is quite nice and has a built in capture system. So yey!
Found Ed shoes today XP. Well, not purposely. Also went to jacket place.. damn those people and me trying the best way to describe stuff -_-(seriously, how hard is it to describe something so... basic?). Looks like I'm jacketless again. That's what I get for having my hopes up. However they say they could place the symbol on it if I bring in the coat, so not all is lost.
And no club meeting today, which strangely I was looking really forward too >.<. I'm having too many mixed feelings about it though. It's actually kinda kewl to be able to talk to other people face to face about the same things. However there is some stuff I dislike about them. But meh, beggars can't be choosers I suppose.
As I probably said before, friendship doesn't truly come natural to me... especially due to more times than not those people end up forgetting my existence in someway or/and they kiss up and beg for various things. Not always though. 95% of them do. Then there's the fact that I dislike 98% of everyone in the world, which makes things even more difficult.
Granted, due to my overly niceness to everyone despite how much I might urge to bite their head off, I give people chances.. Which usually ends up being too many. However, if I get rubbed the wrong way at some point, then I would obviously show some signs of hated, some way or another. Overall, I *ahem*try to put up with it, then there's times where I just can't help myself and have to let it out(like last weekend... fun times.. but hey, that's what blogs/journals are for ^_^). I don't care what people think of me, as long as they keep those thoughts to themselves.
Also my mom is acting overly nice again... hmm.... I think she's onto something.. Damn her sudden acts of kindness that happen only once in awhile that make me concern if they could be real or not. Meh, I'm just somewhat misunderstoodly scarred and mentally disturbed, ignore me.
Found Ed shoes today XP. Well, not purposely. Also went to jacket place.. damn those people and me trying the best way to describe stuff -_-(seriously, how hard is it to describe something so... basic?). Looks like I'm jacketless again. That's what I get for having my hopes up. However they say they could place the symbol on it if I bring in the coat, so not all is lost.
And no club meeting today, which strangely I was looking really forward too >.<. I'm having too many mixed feelings about it though. It's actually kinda kewl to be able to talk to other people face to face about the same things. However there is some stuff I dislike about them. But meh, beggars can't be choosers I suppose.
As I probably said before, friendship doesn't truly come natural to me... especially due to more times than not those people end up forgetting my existence in someway or/and they kiss up and beg for various things. Not always though. 95% of them do. Then there's the fact that I dislike 98% of everyone in the world, which makes things even more difficult.
Granted, due to my overly niceness to everyone despite how much I might urge to bite their head off, I give people chances.. Which usually ends up being too many. However, if I get rubbed the wrong way at some point, then I would obviously show some signs of hated, some way or another. Overall, I *ahem*try to put up with it, then there's times where I just can't help myself and have to let it out(like last weekend... fun times.. but hey, that's what blogs/journals are for ^_^). I don't care what people think of me, as long as they keep those thoughts to themselves.
Also my mom is acting overly nice again... hmm.... I think she's onto something.. Damn her sudden acts of kindness that happen only once in awhile that make me concern if they could be real or not. Meh, I'm just somewhat misunderstoodly scarred and mentally disturbed, ignore me.
