*Stares at wall*
Oct. 9th, 2004 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grifstarDamn those moods when you want to do something be nothing interest you -_-.
Once again I'm getting the feeling of ignorance. Seriously, what is it that I've done that makes people assume to "hate me?". Is it the way I act? Is because I look differently? What? .... And yet people ask me why I'm jealous.. Maybe I don't deserve to live if people are gonna always treat me like this -_-. It almost saddens me to think I'm borderline to possible thoughts of suicide.... Yes, I'm that serious. I don't really care what people think about it anymore. If people don't like me, fine, maybe I should have never existed then
Once again I'm getting the feeling of ignorance. Seriously, what is it that I've done that makes people assume to "hate me?". Is it the way I act? Is because I look differently? What? .... And yet people ask me why I'm jealous.. Maybe I don't deserve to live if people are gonna always treat me like this -_-. It almost saddens me to think I'm borderline to possible thoughts of suicide.... Yes, I'm that serious. I don't really care what people think about it anymore. If people don't like me, fine, maybe I should have never existed then
