Requiem of Gemini

I fried my brains doing massive surfing on Gaia for events.. Taking a break for now (Just need that freakin' pin! >_<)

I am now on a non-Gaian quest: I've decided to hunt down the FMA tin boxset, eheh ^_^;. Sadly though, Target didn't have it, EB Games didn't either. Though somebody was nice enough to give us a hint that Bestbuy may have it. So maybe I can go there tomorrow morning, Julie was nice enough to take me to the other places, and she said that she might be able to help out more tomorrow, hurzah... Nothing else, if it's not there I'm just going to buy it online, though it might be more exspensive. But it is limited edition afterall and I dunno how long they will be out =/.

However.. I REALLY wish Julie will get off my case of not playing Arcadia and EQ anymore >_> (not like I can play Arcadia when SHE'S hogging up the tv 24/7). Reminds me, need to complete Broken Angel still, heh.


In other news: I have nothing to do now in both history and science, thus I usually spend the whole period drawing ^_^. Also I think my science teacher fell off the face of the earth because he hasn't been there all this week and last Friday o.o;.



But here is my week so far planned, goal wise:

- Work on coat
- Finish Arcadia and/or Broken Angel (which I feel close to the end, maybe not..)
- Work my ass off for Mark
- Find boxset
- Get all those wonderful items on Gaia
- Erm, draw

Gah, I have become greatly obessed with Gaia Fishing now. Despite the sudden curse that I have gotten that makes me usually pull up can, boots, and tires ;.;.. But I been playing it nonstop this morning in hopes to increase my gold greatly ("Just one more bucket, honest!" XD). Such an addicting game that be..

But methinks I be better now... Aside from the fact I ate some weird stuff that's making me feel quasi-queezy(hmm, interesting word). And lots of coughing, blah.

Also I was looking at some more things I shouldn't have been looking at.. Was exploring the greatness of Ebay again. Which made find some more stuff that I want. I hate it when the second I find some figurine set or others things like that they were only made for a 'brief amount ot time' in Japan and was released about a year ago or more back. Actually I have recently grown a fetish for figurines now. I want to start making a collection of them. Though the only ones I have right now are my .hack set and Skuld from Oh my Goddess, which I got from Fanime about 2 years ago.. And those millions of Pokemon figues that I was collecting in the 4th-6th grade..

I really do wish I had a credit card. Or a job for that matter. Despite my sudden outbrusts for buying things, I actually do conserve, a lot. Most money that I would be getting if I had a job would be saved up, for whatever. New car? Custom computer? Dunno. But mostly be used for 'important' stuff. Or if some krazi emerency pops up.

Speaking about cons though.. There COULD be a chance that I'll go to Expo in the summer... Since it's sometime in June/July. Most likely I'll be visiting Dan around that time, and it's in LA(or somewhere in that region, heh). Still iffy though. Might have talk to Dan about that more XP. But perhaps there I could also cure some of my figgie fetish

"Yup, Gaia's down for maintenance and should be back up "shortly"
whatever that means


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And within 5 minutes of me posting this message Gaia comes back


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And it's back down...again

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Back up!"



There you have it, the daily routine of Gaia in a nutshell.


Gah, tired and bored, not fun at all. I hate mornings, especially when I get up even earlier and can't really do anything that requires sound, blah.

Ahh, why must I be taunted in the lowest form possible? >_<..

Waiting for a trade to be confirmed.. that's right, Demon Horns =P! Finally can get that annoying thing off my list (I hate to see how much of a pain the Emo Bag will be considering it's twice as much if not more o.o). However I haven't got any word back from the person I'm trading with... Which is getting me worried... So close yet so far! =(

Also it's only a matter of time till I stuff I order online.. Grr... they better arrive soon =/.. It should be here today, heh


I WANTS IT NOW! *gonk*

Today WAS going well, until my mom just had to rub some more facts in my face.. Basically her own way of saying how pathetic I am and going nowhere -_-

Dammit, why is it that everything I do seems pointless to her? Why is it that she never truly understands how I feel? What makes me so hard to understand? Why is everything my fault?

That's pretty much how my whole life has been: I get in the way somehow then I'm the one to be blamed for everyone's failure as well as my own. I can't fulfill my own happiness, because I'm always hurting somebody else's. Yet no matter what, I can't seem to payback everything that I've done. I can't explain how sorry I am, for everything. No matter how hard I try.



... I need a hug now... Or something =(

Harold is telling me secrets again... Yes..... Harold knows all in case you didn't know. He is also secretly trying to eat my brain and make me be his host so that he can someday rule the world.... or something... I still haven't quite figured out Harold's plans yet. Hmm...

Yey for spending the whole day doing absolutely nothing though.. Methinks I found somebody that wants my wallscroll, so yey for that. So I should try to get that other one I want soon. Probably tomorrow if my mom would sit down and let me borrow the damn credit card for at least ten seconds >_<. I'm worried that it's gonna be sold out soon... I already had that problem with another item before and I don't to have it happen again >_>. There's also some other things that have been taunting me lately, grr

Oh yeah, updated my playlist again, over 150 tracks =P. Even though they aren't new songs... Just ones I haven't heard in a long time. But that might change is a few days from now, mwaha

I couldn't keep a straight face after drawing this XD. It's too bad Natalya isn't a zombie anymore, I had an awesome time with that, lmao. I hope Gaia will have more events like that. Except by then hopefully things won't be so glitched and lagged up.. *cold glare*... I got some of the clothing wrong though, but hey, alot of the new things weren't working yet or just plain buggy.. So meh, sue me.

People got on my case today about not having to share today, blah, I had my reasons why. However I just realised a something that I SHOULD have done.. Get that damn DVD burner to work. Then I could just play stuff on the tv. No protector needed, no avi player to find (plus some codecs), everyone wins, yey. However that bastardly thing to work it gonna be tricky. Since my tower has no room for it, and I know nothing about external drives... *whimpers*

Meh.. Got over it again. Just needed to rant a little. That and I got a very bad headache to the point I could barely think anymore, so it shut me up =/. To tell the truth, I don't think most of things really are intentional. Yet since they all happen constantly, it makes me really wonder if they are.. Or just a very strange coincidence that has a 1/1000 chance of happening. But that's my luck for ya -_-. It's not really "big" things that happen to me, just small minor things that happen almost everday that eventually add up and can cause an even higher magnitude than a big problem.

I was gonna do some moe work on DS but freepgs was being stubborn. So instead I spent most of the day doing Gaia stuff... Need.. More... Gold.... Rah.. Hajallaan is still hiatus in development. So many things I want to do and not enough time.. Or web hosts hate me. One or the other

Also if I'm lucky maybe I can go to the jacket place today... hurrah.. I gots questions..