grifstar | *clings onto the nearest object* >.>... <.<... ;

Gah... that was NOT what I wanted to hear and watch right now... or ever ><

Sure enough, more in class movies today. Which I didn't think would be too bad and could just sleep through it. But nope.. somebody had to bring Final Destination... >.>;

You see, I'm quite a paranoid person. I have enough of my own problems and fears of my own... That's why I stay clear of horror movies, or things close to it(you're talking to the kid that used to get nightmares almost every night and afraid of the dark until about 10 years old). I don't want other stuff to feed and add on to it. So yeah, I couldn't stand the movie at all.. And had to leave like after 20 minutes into it.. Call me a pansy all you want. But watching people dying in fairly visible ways or watching them getting fling out of burning airplanes like a hole in space ain't my cup of tea (especially since I had an awful airplane exprience the first time I ever rode one.. and.. well... yeah >.>;)..... *shudders* the effects of having an overworked imagination doesn't help either... *cringes*

So then I just sat outside the rest of the day... doodling... Trying to listen to music.. though every damn song I had made me feel sadder than usual or just.... uneasy >.>.. Even my trusted Numa Numa couldn't help lighten the mood D:

And then just to add icing to the top of the cake my mom had to bust in and tell me bad news about chance of loosing job. In other words.. well... no money at all. I'm sure you can all connect the dots from there ><

..... I'm scared..... *clings* hold me..... ;_;