Week recap
Apr. 10th, 2005 10:10 pmWell, I'm left with nothing to do.. and my journal seems to have died again so I better resurrect it.....
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There.. Hmm, I why do I feel different *looks down and sees a finger missing* .... crud.. o.o;
*AHEM* Now then, moving on.
First, I've finally got myself a new wallpaper for my computer, which I quite like dispite I know there's something missing in it but I dunno what... It just looks too bland =/. But since my last one is really old so I wanted a new one(I remember having it since at least Christmas o.o), even though I could probably stare at for a few more months and not care. Appearently I miss be fairly satisfied with my wallpapers lately or else I would be changing them more often..
Oh yeah that reminds me... *prods Dan* What the hell is this about you having a week off and NOT wanting to come home due to some lame excuse >=/? .. I was bored and attention-deprived.. ;_;.. bah.. meanie... And I want my FMA stuff back dammit. You better have atleast watched some of it or I'm gonna kick your ass.. okay... maybe not... I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE THOUGH!! ... Ummm.... sorta..... I WILL find out where though! ... right... that's right... >.>;; (hehe, I'm such a nice sister.. XP)
I'm getting slightly annoyed with the bull I have to put up at Central though. Sometimes I really do wonder if that place is a blessing or just a major hellhole, or just both. Damn place is full of nothing but drug-addicts, people who think rap/""metal""/hip-hop/R&B is the best thing ever, and/or into sex.. X.x; With just those few said at least 100 people fit into any one of those. And sadly, that school probably only holds ABOUT 100 people. Just to show you how awful it is. Of course it is the school for the pyscho throublemakers >.>;. Seems kinda stupid in a way. Why the hell make a school for people who don't even WANT to go to school? They made thier choice already to be a drop-out so they have to live with it. Fine, live under a bridge, I'm sure you can get plenty of cigarettes there to make your life end much faster.. >.>;;
Meh, just have to keep reminding myself, only about a year left to go and I can get out of there and into college much faster than a normal school..
Well, I DID give my English teacher a print-out of about the first ten pages of the RP(near the point of the hotel scene, starting at when Al came in).. I'm actually very curious what she thought of it so far. And embaressed too.. I really hate exposing my fandoms to people that don't have the slightest idea about it ^^;. Somehow though knowing the teacher she's probably going to rant and rave about it to other people.. She already went kinda krazi when I gave her some of my character stuff. But liked it nonetheless.. At least I'm both down-to-earth AND have a creative/imaginative side.. unlike some people who aren't the least bit open-minded and can't take a highly fictional story seriously. Though my art/english teacher does seem to overdo do her's alot which makes even me think she's crazy sometimes.. not to mention makes me look kinda bad, and since I try to back her up but then I'm also out-numbered with idiots >.>;.
But alas.. These last few nights I've been getting into some very depressing moments in the RP.. made myself feel very emotional just typing it. It's krazi how much you can REALLY get into character and end up feeling just like how they are in the end. Finally hit 100 pages though, hurzah! ^^
Also I'm pissed. Because the anime store I love going to every now and then is going be closed this whole week ><. The guy is going to Japan and getting some more stuff. Which on the other hand is kinda kewl cuz when he gets back there's gonna be new anime goodies straight from Japan.. I may get some awesome FMA goods ^^... And I still want to finish my plushie collection.. Need an Edo and Hawkeye =(..
.. damn, this came out as one long post.. O.o
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There.. Hmm, I why do I feel different *looks down and sees a finger missing* .... crud.. o.o;
*AHEM* Now then, moving on.
First, I've finally got myself a new wallpaper for my computer, which I quite like dispite I know there's something missing in it but I dunno what... It just looks too bland =/. But since my last one is really old so I wanted a new one(I remember having it since at least Christmas o.o), even though I could probably stare at for a few more months and not care. Appearently I miss be fairly satisfied with my wallpapers lately or else I would be changing them more often..
Oh yeah that reminds me... *prods Dan* What the hell is this about you having a week off and NOT wanting to come home due to some lame excuse >=/? .. I was bored and attention-deprived.. ;_;.. bah.. meanie... And I want my FMA stuff back dammit. You better have atleast watched some of it or I'm gonna kick your ass.. okay... maybe not... I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE THOUGH!! ... Ummm.... sorta..... I WILL find out where though! ... right... that's right... >.>;; (hehe, I'm such a nice sister.. XP)
I'm getting slightly annoyed with the bull I have to put up at Central though. Sometimes I really do wonder if that place is a blessing or just a major hellhole, or just both. Damn place is full of nothing but drug-addicts, people who think rap/""metal""/hip-hop/R&B is the best thing ever, and/or into sex.. X.x; With just those few said at least 100 people fit into any one of those. And sadly, that school probably only holds ABOUT 100 people. Just to show you how awful it is. Of course it is the school for the pyscho throublemakers >.>;. Seems kinda stupid in a way. Why the hell make a school for people who don't even WANT to go to school? They made thier choice already to be a drop-out so they have to live with it. Fine, live under a bridge, I'm sure you can get plenty of cigarettes there to make your life end much faster.. >.>;;
Meh, just have to keep reminding myself, only about a year left to go and I can get out of there and into college much faster than a normal school..
Well, I DID give my English teacher a print-out of about the first ten pages of the RP(near the point of the hotel scene, starting at when Al came in).. I'm actually very curious what she thought of it so far. And embaressed too.. I really hate exposing my fandoms to people that don't have the slightest idea about it ^^;. Somehow though knowing the teacher she's probably going to rant and rave about it to other people.. She already went kinda krazi when I gave her some of my character stuff. But liked it nonetheless.. At least I'm both down-to-earth AND have a creative/imaginative side.. unlike some people who aren't the least bit open-minded and can't take a highly fictional story seriously. Though my art/english teacher does seem to overdo do her's alot which makes even me think she's crazy sometimes.. not to mention makes me look kinda bad, and since I try to back her up but then I'm also out-numbered with idiots >.>;.
But alas.. These last few nights I've been getting into some very depressing moments in the RP.. made myself feel very emotional just typing it. It's krazi how much you can REALLY get into character and end up feeling just like how they are in the end. Finally hit 100 pages though, hurzah! ^^
Also I'm pissed. Because the anime store I love going to every now and then is going be closed this whole week ><. The guy is going to Japan and getting some more stuff. Which on the other hand is kinda kewl cuz when he gets back there's gonna be new anime goodies straight from Japan.. I may get some awesome FMA goods ^^... And I still want to finish my plushie collection.. Need an Edo and Hawkeye =(..
.. damn, this came out as one long post.. O.o
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Date: 2005-04-11 11:43 am (UTC)2) The RP HAS been getting kinda really emotional lately.... I think we both kinda are getting really into the deeper parts of the characters, and that's why it's affecting us the way it is (I still want to cry after what happend last night ;_;)
3) Just think of the guy going to Japan to buy more stuff as an excuse for YOU buying more stuff (and finding two of those Ed plishies XD... I still want/need one ^^)
Ok, I think I'm done writting.... And I need to get ready for class
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Date: 2005-04-11 12:25 pm (UTC)You and I need to have a serious talk about this later when you get on (and I get home from class. I have an idea I want to run past you, and hopefully it'll fix this little problem.).... I don't even know if it's OK to RP now thanks to people not stepping up when it first happend and saying ANYTHING
*feels like a little kid that just got scolded for doing something they didn't know was wrong*
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Date: 2005-04-11 02:21 pm (UTC)I also PMed a somewhat longer apology letter to Wrath too, hoefully that she'll see that sooner than the post I made. Also at one point last night Izzy got on and I managed to do a quick PM chat with her. She ALSO thought Wrath was being way too harsh about all of that. But I still dunno what side she might be on at this point.. >.>;;. But umm, Ototo was trying to find answers ^^;.
But I know what you mean.. I don't even want to TOUCH the RP until this whole thing gets resovled. But damn, I just feel awful now. A simple warning SOONER would be damn nice. And half of the things she said weren't even true (since WHEN were we bossing Izzy around? O.o;)
But I won't be on until about 1pm-ish, erm, my time.. So we can talk then.
;_;.. we got put on Time Out and put into different corners of the room appearently... bad us ><;
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Date: 2005-04-11 08:09 pm (UTC)I think the bossing around bit came from when we asked her to ask the one girl who wanted to play Winry to see if she could wait a little while... I ONLY asked because we had Winry already set up >.>.... It was kinda a personal thing because as I said to Izzy that we were working on something, and she said that was fine.
And I agree, they should have said something MUCH sooner than deciding to wait and chew us out... It was not fair or right on their part.
And hai... We got put in timeout (And no, I do not want to touch it either. I feel like we messed up, but if there is no one there to ask, how in the hell are we supposed to know it's wrong?)
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Date: 2005-04-11 07:07 pm (UTC)I think almost every school is like that tho. there are thousands of trouble makers here
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Date: 2005-04-12 03:26 am (UTC)And no... it's not... The school is actually LITERALLY made for people like that, probably ten times worse then the people you deal with. I'm NOT kidding, I'm dealing with the real addicts/people who messed up thier lives doing very stupid stuff and don't know it