No, I didn't die..

[grifstar]

Gah, where did this week go, where!? ><

Sigh, school starts up again tomorrow... I no wanna go back >.>.


I feel slightly torn lately. I've been... umm.. hanging out with a slightly new crowd.. to put it in slightly better words. So, I apologize for everyone that I've been kinda 'ignoring' the last few days (maybe even weeks). This going to San, Miz, and everyone else at OPF.. Does this mean that I'm gonna be leaving for good? I can't say for sure.... dammit, I feel bad now..


One of these days I would love to do an evaluation(sp?) thing on everbody I know. I been trying to make one but I'm constantly interrupted by something. Tis quite suck.




... And I get the feeling that I'm going to get some rantful comments after this....

Comments

[acetylenearson.livejournal.com]

Weeks would be a more appropriate term, yes.

Regardless of that, I'm uncertain as to how I'm supposed to 'rant' about this situation; this wouldn't be the first time and, unless you've been conversing with palaver negatively simply in order to disprove any actual affiliation with me; this wouldn't be the worst occurrence either. Ever since such events I've been aware of the factor that nothing in terms of human affiliation is "forever" like those fabricated "BFF" phrases they attempt to make young females believe in.

Other individuals backed up my initial conclusion on the matter, and while another person I still have contact with went a bit into despair [probably thanks to how she caused the situation.] I wasn't affected much by the incident, even if at the time I attempted to be more solicitous than I actually was.

I suppose as the result of living with the concept that everyone changes and abandons their 'friends' I was only slightly effected by the preceding situation; needless to say, at the current day I can't muster up the ability to become enraged, depressed, or whatever you're expecting to result in a rant. I actually foreseen this incident - dare I refer to it as that - to begin with. I'm a bit concerned about the third foresight revolving around such relations that I had, but that won't come until approximately two years later.

You've just located people who can relate to you with a single obsession and are undoubtedly more positive and better people to be around than me. My only actual advice or input to you is merely something I've observed and never experiences personally; relationships revolved around a few common interests often evanescence and avulse quicker than otherwise. It's much to the relevance of taking any five desultory people who like metal, the internet, and can all have toleration for the other's personality; will they get along at first? Undoubtedly, but in many situations related to that certain aspects of personality are also overlooked and many of the individuals involved do as I said and abandon quicker.

In any case, this is natural and only expected, therefore I personally won't slaughter you for it.