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Nov. 2nd, 2009 05:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grifstar.. Fuuu..
Yeah, today, not so good.
.... Trying to talk to someone who you could never really talk to normally was hard enough already. But trying to talk to them now when they can't even respond back, see you and most likely can't even hear you is... even harder. Especially when all you can really do it tell a little white lie of "I hope you feel better" when the reality of it is probably "Yeah you're not doing so good, it's probably just a matter of time at this rate".
I was worried about it before, but now I really didn't want to say much to her when I got there. Not only because I just didn't know what to say, but whatever I tried I just.. started choking up. Now I still do when I just think about it. I can't imagine what I'm gonna be like later when things get even worse and, well, that day finally comes >>;
Also I've learned today that holding white lillies too close when carrying them is dangerous. They might get too excited and pollinate all over you
Yeah, today, not so good.
.... Trying to talk to someone who you could never really talk to normally was hard enough already. But trying to talk to them now when they can't even respond back, see you and most likely can't even hear you is... even harder. Especially when all you can really do it tell a little white lie of "I hope you feel better" when the reality of it is probably "Yeah you're not doing so good, it's probably just a matter of time at this rate".
I was worried about it before, but now I really didn't want to say much to her when I got there. Not only because I just didn't know what to say, but whatever I tried I just.. started choking up. Now I still do when I just think about it. I can't imagine what I'm gonna be like later when things get even worse and, well, that day finally comes >>;
