"Nothing makes sense anymore!!"
Dec. 15th, 2004 03:28 pmI'm having that problem again, where it seems everything I say doesn't seem to fit me at all. If even that makes sense. Big ego maybe? I don't really know for sure.
I can say this though, I'm sick and tired of waiting. For everything to just 'magically' fall into place. Which I'm constantly given that idea by various people. It's really stating to tick me off on so many levels. I mean as I said before: If such things are changeable, why the hell sit back and let them go by (If it's something you actually want changed anyway)?
My stalker count has gone up about another 10 people >_>.. I have no idea how many people are torturing me now. And sure enough, THEY ARE DAMN MEXICANS AGAIN >_
I can say this though, I'm sick and tired of waiting. For everything to just 'magically' fall into place. Which I'm constantly given that idea by various people. It's really stating to tick me off on so many levels. I mean as I said before: If such things are changeable, why the hell sit back and let them go by (If it's something you actually want changed anyway)?
My stalker count has gone up about another 10 people >_>.. I have no idea how many people are torturing me now. And sure enough, THEY ARE DAMN MEXICANS AGAIN >_
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Date: 2004-12-16 10:23 am (UTC)Thats whats cool about us.. because we can transend them.. and it's then that we laugh and show no mercy if we so see it fit. I could never forgive the people that made my life hell.. even though they said they were sorry.. sorry for what? They got their laughs, I'm the one living with the memories.. never would I give them that honor. So basically flipped them off.. they had their chance.. they made their choice.. I'm not looking back. =P
You just answered your own question about the whole 'waiting' thing.. I still have no idea what the hell all that waiting rubbish means, but whatever.. the only one holding you back is yourself.. you can be a rebel ya know.. please, don't sit here if your miserable.. change stuff..
You make no sense sometimes.. =P
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Date: 2004-12-16 07:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-18 04:54 pm (UTC)