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[grifstar]

Okay so today has been full of many ups and downs... And now after getting a call from my mommy, I just feel extra ticked than I was a bit earlier.

... In a way I'm somewhat glad that she hadn't read my e-mail yet about my class-stressing. And yet I really hoped she did so that I didn't HAVE to psedo-ly mention it in the call (because I'm HORRIBLE at trying to explain things vocally than I am at writing it)... But now because of it I just feel like I'm getting tangled up in lies, even though I really don't think I should be worrying as much as I am now. Especially when I THINK I dugged myself out of a bigger ditch than I thought I was in... But now it doesn't feel like it was enough

And so in other news.. I discover that our so-called "friend" (I guess I could call him he is name, not like it matters anyway >.>; ) totally hates our guts. Honestly all I gotta say to that is good riddance. I really hoped that he got the message sooner, because no one even ASKED him to do ANY of the stuff he did... And then asks for some recognition in it. Really all it was was being a complete nuisance, lord knows how many social rules could have been violated anyway, and really is JUST as rude as what we seemingly did right back at him.

So basically, he deserved every single bit of it.. >.>;;


... I DON'T need someone over here bossing us around because they think we're too lazy to do it ourselves >.>... I'm sorry if my kinda of clean is different from others. I clean up whenever I think is a good time for it, NOT when it's suddenly required to. And usually when I do, I a DAMN GOOD JOB at it.... But depending on I eat (which, actually isn't much), I can use the same pair of dishes at least for the whole week. So sometimes washing them isn't that big of an importance to me.

AND THE REASON WHY 85% OF THE DISHES IS MINE IS BECAUSE MY BROTHER EATS OUT EVERY GOD DAMN DAY!!! ... If I didn't the same and wasted money like that there'll probably be nothing at all >.>;; *sick and tired for being the scapegoat when he's just as bad as me*...

And YES I KNOW WE GOT FUCKING ANTS >< ! WE HAD THEM FOR OVER A DAMN WEEK NOW! I DUNNO WHAT THE HELL THEY'RE UP TO BECAUSE THEY JUST ROAM AROUND LIKE LUNATICS(even in the bathroom too, which makes even less sense x-x). AND EVERY GOD DAMN TIME I WASH THEM UP 5 MORE COME BACK WITHIN TEN MINUTES D< !!!


And furthermore, I'M NOT MY BROTHWR'S HOUSWIFE/MESSENGER/CAREXPERT!!! Everything he does isn't any of my bussiness. Just because I live here too doesn't mean I HAVE get in on everyone's lives.. >____>

And I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF HE CAN'T GET HIS CAR FIX. especially if I pass the driver's test and want my own car back >.>



.. *feels psedo-ly better after that vent*.... -.-;