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grifstarIt's happening again~~~~ D:
I've just been so.... out of it today. Was feeling the same thing last night too(hell I even went to bed way sooner than what I normally do and laid there until 1 today x_x). Not really sure why, other than I think I'm getting into one of my depression moods and I don't feel like doing anything -.-;
I swear though, why is it EVERY time I start something, doesn't matter what the thing is, I get a few good complments and cheers here and there and then poof, it all goes away. I can't get anybody to talk to me, I can't get anyone back on track. It suddenly becomes yesterday's news and no one gives a shit about it anymore..... and then I wonder why the hell I even bothered wasting my breath about it in the first place -.-;;
I mean... the hell? Is everything I do just THAT horrible that everyone has to basically be an ass about it and not tell me up front it's a bad idea? That suddenly I got to talk to brick walls everyday because not a single soul has anything important to say back?
*sulks back into the unmotivated corner* >.>;;
I've just been so.... out of it today. Was feeling the same thing last night too(hell I even went to bed way sooner than what I normally do and laid there until 1 today x_x). Not really sure why, other than I think I'm getting into one of my depression moods and I don't feel like doing anything -.-;
I swear though, why is it EVERY time I start something, doesn't matter what the thing is, I get a few good complments and cheers here and there and then poof, it all goes away. I can't get anybody to talk to me, I can't get anyone back on track. It suddenly becomes yesterday's news and no one gives a shit about it anymore..... and then I wonder why the hell I even bothered wasting my breath about it in the first place -.-;;
I mean... the hell? Is everything I do just THAT horrible that everyone has to basically be an ass about it and not tell me up front it's a bad idea? That suddenly I got to talk to brick walls everyday because not a single soul has anything important to say back?
*sulks back into the unmotivated corner* >.>;;
