Ugh

[grifstar]

.... My arm hurts, my leg hurts(for some reason), everything seems to hate me right now.


You know it's times like this, I really do like to be anti-social and asexual. I dunno why. But I mean there IS people I find 'cool' at school and alright to talk to, no doubt about that... But that's only as far as I can ever take it. 'member one time at Central I gave my sn to someone(one of the less idiotic drug addicts at least) because he wanted it, and had a few chats with....... That night or whatever, we probably spent just 3 hours just talking about different music metal bands, and WHY I refuse to have a boyfriend(probably more so on that than different types of metal genres) -.-;

Yeah... it didn't last long, started ignoring him all the time since.



... and now, I think there really IS somebody hitting on me. Or he's just being way too friendly for his own good... and likes calling people TWICE just to see in they wanted to go have lunch... >.>;;;;



I get the feeling in my next Japanese class... a few thoughts are gonna be crushed.

Comments

[wiccanlilly.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Poor Grif. Just ignore the creepy stalker, all right?

I'm with you on the anti-social thing. But not the asexual one...sorry *hugs

[otouto-aru.livejournal.com]

Yeah, gonna chat with a friend of his(which ironicly, is a former/old friend of mine's older brother, small world.... but that's also what basically started the whole thing). And see first off all, if he really 'is' some weird stalker person and all of this wasn't was purely coincidencal. And if it is, try to make him cut it out by whatever means.. Since I really got no way to really get in touch with the guy, and honestly I don't really want to..


.... And yeah, I officially dubbed myself that, since not once have I ever 'liked' anyone, fictional or not. Also why I dun fangirl like most and one of the reasons why I don't really care for smut in any shape or form(verbal I tolerate depending on what's in it and who did it, but visual stuff just irks/squicks for me)... I just.... don't see what's really the big deal in that -.-;;; and most just seems gross


And laziness to change journals is fun

[hagane-no.livejournal.com]

You can't help it if you're just not interested in the guy. *patpats* I have broken a good few hearts by turning people down for dates, too.

[otouto-aru.livejournal.com]

Exactly.. I dunno if that's what he's really pushing for but still. You don't just meet someone for the first time(even though I hear that he's known me from the start of the school year roughly), and then the next morning 'ask out' if they want to have lunch... Dude, I never dated before and I readly KNOW that's not right.. Even just normal befriending doesn't work out that way...

[hagane-no.livejournal.com]

I may be paranoid, but that sounds like the MO of a rapist. XD; Or maybe that's because I have been watching a Law and Order: SVU marathon today...

[otouto-aru.livejournal.com]

Ehh... I doubt it. He doesn't seem like the type at all for that. Other than the whole 'acting overly nice' thing... I really don't like him don't like him at all. Even if he does seem to be an WoW fanatic, he's one of those people that seem to like it for a different reason(basic video game nerd pretty much).. -.-;

... Yeah, I don't see me wanting to see him again..