grifstar: (FMA - Envy - Oh my..)
grifstar ([personal profile] grifstar) wrote2008-04-05 02:49 pm

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... had a pretty mobid dream last night/this morning. Long story short I was living at this randomish house, with my mom, and somehow I had this "horrific" accident in which I got this gash in my left eye(which appearently was my mom did to me by accident, I dunno what did it exactly but I got jabbed with something).

It hurt like HELL, I was bleeding all over the place, and I remember a vast majority of the time I was hanging over a sink trying to get the bleeding to stop. I remember first using some wet paper towels and then switch over to looked like an orange peel... which somehow worked better o___O (it made the cut sting more though, but it was almost like a good, "healing" kind of sting >.>). Meanwhile my mom was saying I shouldn't worry that much, as soon as it heals up again I could probably see again, all will be better, yadda yadda.

Then finally after the bleeding stopped(and by now it just felt really numb on that side of my face) I got a somewhat good look at it(with my other eye), it was this blue/purple/gray-ish color, swolen, and has this giant gash going right across it.. actually it WAS like 90% of my eye. It was the nastiest thing EVER DX

I was so afraid to touch it let alone look at it. And considered finding an eyepatch even though I thought it was gonna make it sore again, and clearly my eye was gone for good... x_x


... Then when I woke up I realised that I was laying with that eye smashed into my pillow, and it kinda did hurt a bit because of it... so I kinda assumed that's what started it XD

I was so happy I could see normally again though... D:






And in other news


MSN IS CRASHING ON ME AGAIN AND I DON'T KNOW WHY!!! ;_______;

*weeps while continuing on with the Heart Swap event on Smashdressing*