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May. 8th, 2007 02:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grifstarHurray, for catching the "Cowardly depressant I hate myself emoisticous" flu -.-... Haven't caught that disease since my whole highschool ordeal..
I just HAD TO answer the phone just now... which turned out to be the store again, only being much more crafty and using a different number(it's mostly my mom's fault though, I wouldn't have answered it otherwise had she not said that she gave some random person my number and should be calling around the same exact time >.>;; )... And basically asking why I wasn't there Sunday. So... I just said I was sick, and the dumb-founded "well I didn't know that" excuse .__.;;
Maybe.... my original plan isn't going to work out as well as I hoped.. I guess I'm just gonna have to stay more isolated for a few more days. Though considering that I didn't exactly sound 100% okay, and she even asked if everything was alright, maybe it won't be so 'bad'. Hopefully by next week they'll forget all about me and take me off the schdule ._.;
But at least I wasn't COMPLETELY lying... Since whenever I get totally depressed, pressured and uneasy I start to feel really sick even when I know I'm not.... Lord knows how many days I missed of school because of that, before I changed highschools at least... Ah, fun times, fun times. It was always a mircale if I lived through a day without something bad happening >.>;;
Maybe once I do some more applications today, I'll feel a bit better again.
I just HAD TO answer the phone just now... which turned out to be the store again, only being much more crafty and using a different number(it's mostly my mom's fault though, I wouldn't have answered it otherwise had she not said that she gave some random person my number and should be calling around the same exact time >.>;; )... And basically asking why I wasn't there Sunday. So... I just said I was sick, and the dumb-founded "well I didn't know that" excuse .__.;;
Maybe.... my original plan isn't going to work out as well as I hoped.. I guess I'm just gonna have to stay more isolated for a few more days. Though considering that I didn't exactly sound 100% okay, and she even asked if everything was alright, maybe it won't be so 'bad'. Hopefully by next week they'll forget all about me and take me off the schdule ._.;
But at least I wasn't COMPLETELY lying... Since whenever I get totally depressed, pressured and uneasy I start to feel really sick even when I know I'm not.... Lord knows how many days I missed of school because of that, before I changed highschools at least... Ah, fun times, fun times. It was always a mircale if I lived through a day without something bad happening >.>;;
Maybe once I do some more applications today, I'll feel a bit better again.
