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Apr. 11th, 2007 08:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
grifstarHURRAY FOR IGNORING MY LJ FOR ALMOST A MONTH
Damn it's been so long I dunno where I should start. Alot has happened(again) since the last time I updated this thing. Mainly because surprisingly enough I been using my DA account a little more often than I used to, for no real reason.
Once again though I can tell that I'm getting a little bit back into my emotastical mood again -.-. For a few reasons why, even though most of it I won't really know for sure how it'll all work out until much later. So I could be just stressing and moping for no reason, or I'm just going to be doing it a whole lot more a few weeks from now.
Another reason is that I just.... felt like I dragged my ass throughout this entire year(and by year I mean starting from all the way back from last September). First starting with the only actual friend I had for awhile disappears and hardly makes any effort trying to get back into contact with me. Then I start working which flushed my grades further down the drain. Then the fact that I STILL haven't another fandom that 100% entertains and interests me to it's very core(there's Bleach, but there is still too many little quirks in it that it can't even hold a candle next to FMA), and that's been done and over with for already 2 years now. Hell, a week or so ago marked my 3rd anniversary when I started it ._.. And need I remember all the failed roleplays I made and art that appearently nobody cares to see or like? At least some of the comments I've gotten on my AMVs has cheered me up a little -.-.. It really doesn't matter when I try to 'publicize' anything, I get ignored of pushed off to the side anyway. Yeah, I can tell that I'm very well liked around here >.>
Damn it's been so long I dunno where I should start. Alot has happened(again) since the last time I updated this thing. Mainly because surprisingly enough I been using my DA account a little more often than I used to, for no real reason.
Once again though I can tell that I'm getting a little bit back into my emotastical mood again -.-. For a few reasons why, even though most of it I won't really know for sure how it'll all work out until much later. So I could be just stressing and moping for no reason, or I'm just going to be doing it a whole lot more a few weeks from now.
Another reason is that I just.... felt like I dragged my ass throughout this entire year(and by year I mean starting from all the way back from last September). First starting with the only actual friend I had for awhile disappears and hardly makes any effort trying to get back into contact with me. Then I start working which flushed my grades further down the drain. Then the fact that I STILL haven't another fandom that 100% entertains and interests me to it's very core(there's Bleach, but there is still too many little quirks in it that it can't even hold a candle next to FMA), and that's been done and over with for already 2 years now. Hell, a week or so ago marked my 3rd anniversary when I started it ._.. And need I remember all the failed roleplays I made and art that appearently nobody cares to see or like? At least some of the comments I've gotten on my AMVs has cheered me up a little -.-.. It really doesn't matter when I try to 'publicize' anything, I get ignored of pushed off to the side anyway. Yeah, I can tell that I'm very well liked around here >.>
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