2004-11-20

grifstar: (Default)
2004-11-20 07:44 pm
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So much to do and not enough time..


Mwaha, fear it.. I'm getting better with animations now, w00. Also have some more art I wanna post soon.. but still having my coloring problem, they don't look as good when colored >_<

2.5k away from Demon Horns =P.. It's all a matter of time now... That fishing game is strange though..
grifstar: (Heimdall)
2004-11-20 10:07 pm
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What did I do to deserve this..? -_-

Today WAS going well, until my mom just had to rub some more facts in my face.. Basically her own way of saying how pathetic I am and going nowhere -_-

Dammit, why is it that everything I do seems pointless to her? Why is it that she never truly understands how I feel? What makes me so hard to understand? Why is everything my fault?

That's pretty much how my whole life has been: I get in the way somehow then I'm the one to be blamed for everyone's failure as well as my own. I can't fulfill my own happiness, because I'm always hurting somebody else's. Yet no matter what, I can't seem to payback everything that I've done. I can't explain how sorry I am, for everything. No matter how hard I try.



... I need a hug now... Or something =(